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While
I decided long ago that I would write as I was moved to rather
than on an arbitrary schedule, it's been decidedly longer
than I intended before writing again. No excuses really. Frankly,
life has taken me in different directions -- some expected,
some not.
One of
the things that took my time, unsurprisingly, is following
the political roadshow since the conventions. I deliberately
stepped away from writing about politics in the spring because
I felt conflicted personally about what I wanted the outcome
to be. Now, I'll take a bit of time to tell me perspective
on it all.
The
night before Super Tuesday my wife and I debated for several
hours about who we wanted in the White House, what their chances
were, etc. Each of us had some affection for McCain,
his service to country, and his tendency to think country
(not party) first. Because we disagreed with him on many issues
and didn't like any of the other Republicans, we quickly turned
our attention to the Democratic candidates. Each of us liked
John Edwards for his populism, but neither of us felt he was
electable due to his limited message and funding. To us, that
left Hillary
Clinton or Barack
Obama. We both agreed that Hillary had superior experience
although not as an executive, that she was a skillful politician,
and that we felt she could lead. On the other hand, we also
felt that Hillary was an amazingly polarizing figure and that
it might hurt her in the fall. Barack Obama was a tantalizing
choice. An exqusitite orator, he seemed to be the charismatic
leader the Democrats had been missing for so long. We worried
though that his limited time in the Senate, foreign policy
deficits, and yes his skin color might make him unelectable.
On the
morning of the primary, we were still unsure what to do. Literally,
minutes before leaving to vote, we both decided to vote for
Hillary. To say our support was lukewarm is an understatement.
As
the primary season unfolded and Barack became the nominee.
We warmed up to him a little at a time. By the convention,
we became full converts, gave our hard-earned money to the
campaign, and began our association with his campaign as volunteers.
What happened?
What put us over the top? What assuaged our fears? Simply,
his message of a new day. His emphasis on hope, fairness,
and equality bridged a gap between the world of the logical
mind (where we so seriously deliberated those many months
ago) and the deepest desire for a better world -- the realm
of the heart. The blending of the message and the sheer belief
in hope is a powerful one.
Beyond
that, we saw a man who was adaptable, had a great capacity
to learn, and truly could take a global view of problems.
The stiff, professorial delivery of his earlier debates became
more personable and everyman. His early mis-steps were addressed
as he became deeper in his answers and provided more to "chew
on." Lastly, as the financial
crisis took hold his demeanor and coolness in the face
of a major problem went miles to convince us that not only
was he ready, he was ready to excel.
Somewhere
along the way, the John McCain that we thought we knew became
a different man as well. As the campaign became dirtier, as
McCain unveiled his woeful choice as a running mate, as the
Joe
the Plumber (or the Dumb Down America campaign) unfolded,
any doubts about what the right choice for America should
be dissipated for us. We are as staunchly pro-Obama as anyone
could be.
Barack
Obama may or may not be elected president. Despite the outcome,
I'm glad I've been witness to this transformation of the man
and, I hope, America.
Note:
The title is taken from my friend, Noah
Earle's song, Better By Degrees. I believe that's where
we're headed.
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